In his twisty, gritty, profoundly moving New York Times bestselling-debut, Adam Silvera brings to life a charged, dangerous near-future summer in the Bronx.

In the months after his father´s suicide, it´s been tough for sixteen-year-old Aaron Soto to find happiness but with the support of his girlfriend Genevieve, he´s slowly remembering what that might feel like. When Genevieve leaves for a couple of weeks, Aaron starts hanging out with a new guy, Thomas. Aaron´s friends notices, and they´re not exactly thrilled. But Aaron can´t deny the happiness Thomas brings or how Thomas makes him feel safe from himself.

Since Aaron can´t stay away from Thomas or turn off his newfound feelings for him, he considers turning to the Leteo Institute´s revolutionary memory-alteration procedure to straighten himself out, even if it means forgetting who he truly is...